This is the new me ....

Years ago ...I was the girl who loves to dress up like guy and acts as them ...

Well , this is the new me .. A girl who stands by herself without a single hand who helps her ...

I'm happier now ..

Dear , I'm so happy because I can accept you back ... Oh god , I can barely breathe when you're not with me ...
I thank god for making me forgiving you dear .. Even though , you made me think that I'm the worst girl ever because EVERYBODY who means a lot to me left me..But you didn't ... You're my prince , but I don't think we're meant to be together ... My love for you is not the same as 2 years ago when we're together .. You said you feel like dreaming when the person who you love so much accept you back ... Truthfully , if you are happy , then I'm happy .. If one day , I'm not marrying you , I don't want you to be sad because there are many girls out there who can makes you feel loved .. But I love it when you said .. I made you happy , laugh and no one else will care for you more than me .. You know why ? Because no one knows how high my love is for you .. I'm willing to die to see you live happily .. Honey , as you know 'I'm loving you till my dying breathe even if we are leaving each other like what you did to me .. <3

Yes , this is me . A lonely girl who is always stands by herself without any extra legs . She always felt sadness , empty because since she was a kid , her family especially her mom taught her how to be a independent person . Her mom just left some money and some food in the fridge when she got back from school . Sometimes she felt she was unlucky but sometimes her friends make her feel luckier than before . So , this is me . A girl who is having fun at school but silence is her friends at home . So , even if someone dumped me or rejected me , I won't anymore . So , Hazni Hanim is a tough girl !