Senior year , serious relationship and study :)

Hey guys ! I haven't open my blog for a long time .. Sorry because I'm too busy with study .. Well , SPM is just around the corner .. I have to struggle as hard as I can .. But in my life , he will never go away .. He still with me , text-ing me everyday .. But since now , he was busy with his own life .. We only contact each other around 6am till 6.30 am .. We're not like we used to , but it's okay .. I have to focus 100% in my study .. But if he wasn't with me , I'll lose 25% focus .. What should I do ? Honey , if you're reading this , please consider what I'm complaining .. COMPLAINING ? *DAAA ! =='
Well now , I'm moving to my friends .. Fyi , I got a new bestfriend ! Act , we're friends since last year but we're just talking to each other when necessary .. But now , we become closer and he was fun .. Act , he's kind of NERD and it's cool then .. You know what I'm saying ? HAHA .. The point is now Kamal is jealous with how closer I am to my bestfriend , but he doesn't know my love towards him can't compare with anything because it's TOO BIG ! *Sorry , can't control my emotional :)
As you can see , I've already changed into a new Hazni Hanim .. Years ago , Hazni Hanim is a girl who doesn't like to STUDY , don't know what she's going to be .. She only knows how to ENJOY !

But I met this new Hazni Hanim .. She likes to study , already has an ambition , and know how to balanced between serious(study) and enjoy(playing games) .. I hope I get 9 A's in SPM ..
Everybody says love destroy self .. I can't agree with that ! Because my life would be miserable without my family's loves and his love .. I'm sure love gives me support to be succeed in everything .. Again , thanks for reading this .. Byebye :)

Love MY LIFE <3