Second Date :)

WHEN LONG-DISTANCE LOVE MEET <3


HAZNI HANIM ;
KAMARUDDIN :)

Well , on 28th January 2011 he came to Kuala Lumpur again .. At first , I didn't give him permission to come here , but he then doesn't want to talk to me ..I know he wants me to coax her .. BUT he said the only coax that he accepts is I give him to come to my hometown .. Then I asked him ..
Hanim : Where you want to sleep ? How are you going to reach my house ?
Him : It's okay .. Taxi got maa ..
Hanim : Up to you laa ..
Then he arrived ..
Hurin : Hurmmm , came again ? :D
Him : Just for my Hanim :)
I'm just smiling :)
We didn't go anywhere but he asked me to take him to HOME again .. He loved to be there , it's so peaceful ..
We make videos just to make me less miss him .. He said it was a Winter Sonata because we're holding an umbrella and we walked through rain .. Isn't it romantic ? HAHA ..
He then slept at Hurin's boyfriend's house .. He walked from Balakong to my house just because Burn wasn't wake up yet .. When he reached here , he had to wait for me because I was overslept .. Sorry honey ..
I took him to Minn's house because she was sick .. Then three of us went to Old Town to have breakfast .. He forced me to eat Nasi Lemak but my stomach didn't feel hungry at all .. Suddenly I saw he's sleeping .. I wonder why until I remember he didn't sleep 2 days because he's afraid he couldn't wake up .. I asked him to sleep at my house corridor when reached at my house .. Rain didn't stop falling and the weather started to feel chill as a cucumber .. He said he loved when I put him under a blanket .. Well , it's cold and I felt pity him ..
We hang out till midnight because he wanted to have dinner with me .. It was the last for us .. And I feel safe when he put his arm on my shoulder .. BUT he forgot that he left his bag at my house .. My sister will gives back his bag tomorrow morning .. I thought something sweet on my mind .. I wrote him a love letter that tells how much I love him .. I hope he red it while thinking about me .. I gave him a piece of my picture , a name tag (just playing) , and a shirt that I used to wear .. As a returned of his Polo t-shirt that he gave me ..

HONEY , DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ? 

But I know we can't meet till SPM ends .. A year left .. MUAR , wait for me :D So are you :)

I MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR :)

Girls' Dreams :)

Well , maybe this post is kind of different , but it's not about my boo but my DEAREST FRIEND ..
On school holidays , Hurin and I still hang out on weekdays evening .. Sometimes we share about the earlier day which is VERY BORED for us , but sometimes we tell about our future , what we wanna be , what do girls like us want to do when we grow up .. Lastly , we're day dreaming :)
Like yesterday , we were making jokes about my neighbours while thy're talking .. We make our own conversation : D That's silly ! Then we laugh at each other ! Funny funny funny , HAHA . We also want to get the same University after graduate from our school , Form 5 .. Actually , we're not in the same school .. I'm from SMK Alam Damai and she's from SMKBTHO , it's kind of long :)
We always do funny stuffs together , but only once I have a sleepover at her place .. It's kinda nothing but cool ..
I love it .. She said her mom gave her the green light to take her car license next year , but me ? My mom just said ; Oh no no no , you're not and you're not going to need it .. Besides , you said Hurin's mom gave her to take it , so let her send you to school everyday ..
That's her answer to my question ??? I said Hurin's mom let her to take it , then I want mine too ! But she asked  Hurin to send me anywhere .. WTH ? But Hurin said she want to work while waiting for SPM result come out ..
But my mom said ; If you're wanting to work , then you have to pay all bills in this house .. WHAT ?? But it's okay , I want to take music lesson while she's working I think and she's sending me with her FUTURE car :)

Aishiteru for you yunk :)

New things to do ..

Now , my friends always ask me to read many novels about love .. I always take some books from them because they said the books are some of it about me .. :) Sweetttt ! But the more I red about love stories , the more I think about him .. The more I think about him , the more he's far apart from me .. Why ? You said it , but you don't make it came true .. I'm so tensed right now ! I stayed alone , and no one wants to accompany me .. Usually , he will but now he didn't have much time for me anymore .. So , I made my life a little different .. I called my friends to help me teach me guitar lesson .. It it my interest since I'm little .. If you don't believe me , you can see my singing videos at my Facebook : http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1578343932211 & http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1571158872589 or at youtube : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dD6FTVXV50 .. I love to make song by myself or make song lyrics for him .. But he doesn't know it ... I wish someday he knows it and know how deep my love towards him more than his love towards me .. :) <3

I'm losing you ..

Baby , the longer the time we're far apart , the more I'm losing your attention .. If you think I'm an annoying person , always want your attention but I'm just a normal GIRL .. A girl who needs love surrounded her , some compliments , full attention for her .. Am I wrong for wanting that from you ? Is it too much ? I only love you , nobody else .. So , can't I ask you all these ? I never left you behind like what you did to me .. I'm so sad what had happened to us .. The day before yesterday , you woke up and gave me a text message ;
Him : 'Honey , I'm on my way to work , take care and love you .
Yesterday , you ONLY missed call me .. And today you didn't left a single message or call .. Am I desperate for you ? I'm only want your love just for me .. But I think I'll lose that ..
Sometimes , I create song for you .. I create some quotes for you .. Because I always remind of you .. But you will never know .. I will never make the song videos that I created by my own just for you .. I'll never let anybody hears it before you .. But unfortunately , you'll never know how deep and how honest my love for you .. You're my first love and for sure , everybody will never forget their first loves .. So am I , NEVER ..
But now , you're not the old Kamal that I knew .. You always left me and forget about me .. While I will never did that to you .. Because you're the only one in me .. : )  <3