This is the new me ....

Years ago ...I was the girl who loves to dress up like guy and acts as them ...

Well , this is the new me .. A girl who stands by herself without a single hand who helps her ...

I'm happier now ..

Dear , I'm so happy because I can accept you back ... Oh god , I can barely breathe when you're not with me ...
I thank god for making me forgiving you dear .. Even though , you made me think that I'm the worst girl ever because EVERYBODY who means a lot to me left me..But you didn't ... You're my prince , but I don't think we're meant to be together ... My love for you is not the same as 2 years ago when we're together .. You said you feel like dreaming when the person who you love so much accept you back ... Truthfully , if you are happy , then I'm happy .. If one day , I'm not marrying you , I don't want you to be sad because there are many girls out there who can makes you feel loved .. But I love it when you said .. I made you happy , laugh and no one else will care for you more than me .. You know why ? Because no one knows how high my love is for you .. I'm willing to die to see you live happily .. Honey , as you know 'I'm loving you till my dying breathe even if we are leaving each other like what you did to me .. <3

Yes , this is me . A lonely girl who is always stands by herself without any extra legs . She always felt sadness , empty because since she was a kid , her family especially her mom taught her how to be a independent person . Her mom just left some money and some food in the fridge when she got back from school . Sometimes she felt she was unlucky but sometimes her friends make her feel luckier than before . So , this is me . A girl who is having fun at school but silence is her friends at home . So , even if someone dumped me or rejected me , I won't anymore . So , Hazni Hanim is a tough girl !

Confused !

My dear , I'm so sorry . I can't decide ! My ex lover 'K' came back to my life ! But I already love my new crush 'A' . What am I going to do ? I'm so confused right now . My 'A' , why don't you just admit ? You're making me more confused than before . If you don't love me , just say so . You're asking me to have a sleepover at your house and sleep with your sister . You made me feel more interested to know about your family when you said your little sister always wanted a big sister . My 'K' already wanted me back but i wanted to wait for you because you've waited for me 2 years ! I don't want to skip this again . BUT if you don't like me , I probably will accept my 'K' back because he already admit that he's wrong for dumping me for a reason . Please do tell me ! I need to know !

My feelings ......

I'm sorry if you think I'm desperate for you . It's just a feeling which I can't hide it anymore . You told me to hear Aslyn song - That's When I Love You . You made me think that you love me and you want me . But you didn't , You're in love with her . What should I do ??? I never wanted to ruin your love story with her . You told me you didn't have a relationship with her , but you didn't tell me you want me ! Okay , I made the first move , it embarrassed but I don't care because I do have this feeling . When you came to my party , I felt I was the luckiest girl on Earth . But you did make me feel special because you told me I am cute and funny when I'm dancing with my peeps . Now , I do feel I've already fallen in love with you . And I think that is the first open-telling expression I've ever did before . Dear , I'm sorry I said this in public but this is the truth . I do love you . It's not 'like' but love . I started realizing that I do , on this morning . You said you're going to have a fever , I was so worried about you . You're my love . When I talked to you , I feel like I'm free ..